who would dare

Laughing consciously, I bite my lip, what if they see                                                                       Poignant, my heart carries, even if the rain tries not to                                                            I started to wonder, to be wary, to aware myself                                                                           of all the love I couldn't feel, or was it a dream?                                                                          Hold me, in the starlight, the rivers shall break free                                                                 of the rocks, the turns and the curves,                                                                                                       Kiss me like the leaves leaving the deciduous, one last time                                                                 heartfelt, notorious I'd give anything                                                                              green to blue if not anything grey                                                                                                    tie me up in the shambles of old creek                                                                                                     tell me he will come I will lay here                                                                                                                     a siren waiting to lure                                                                                                                        lullabies he'd never heard, for I'd give anything                                                                                                                                                                kiss sweet nothings to my shivering dampened                                                                                           half body and soul merged, the other is mine I demand                                                                                                  Take me away from foreseen pain and unspoken lies                                                                       I cannot take myself again, they took my limbs away                                                                                                     I am not able, nor live, I have to count the stars I must                                                                      Open and free, relieve me of the lights                                                                                                           the empty I made mine, let us be a fire                                                                                                                      Please, who would dare, to be a night                                                                                                                   of a ruined day, who would dare to let                                                                                                                                     a laugh escape, out of its conscious walls,                                                                                                                                            who would dare of all people, of faces to                                                                                                         paint them blue to green                                                                                                                        who would, stitch the tending                                                                                                             thorns left in a crease                                                                                                                                                          of folded feelings                                                                                                                                               who would dare open 'em?